Heart Desire

Things are changing, and mostly inside
I do not feel the same as before and my world
seems to be revolving into some thing more.
What is it that I really want from my life
I ask myself. This is becoming unclear, do I
get to find something else?

Life I suppose is about finding oneself
To find what brings joy and passion. To
inspire the inner dream in coming out.
I look around and see that many people
do live in illusion. They chase what they
do not have and live in what will never be.

I am not saying that this could not occur
but how they go about it ensures that it
will never be true and real.
They are blinded by what could be that they
do not see what really is. They live in
future tense instead of enjoying
this gift called the present

I look and feel about what is true for me.
I have many people in my life who inspire and
lift me. People so great, greater could never be.
Stability i have craved and stability I have gained
So many creations that I have created each day.
So what more do I want, what more do i seek?


I have dreamed of a love that could be so strong
For one amazing boy that could always be mine.
I crave a companion and this i do know
I feel the room for his presence deep in my soul.
I have dated a lot, I played the field hard.
But the one I have sought just has not been found.

I fall in love a lot this much is true.
But i am thinking that when it is right
it just will simply do.
Nothing has worked so far I am finding
So much so that I almost done trying.

But I know I can create this I know
its what i want. This spiritual being
that is so much attuned to mine. I
know that I do have the power to find.
He is brave and strong. Kind and true.
He presence will inspire me to lift
higher than before.

When i hold him it will be like heaven
came down. That nothing could be sweeter,
than being so love bound.
It will feel just right, so amazing, so new.
And nothing will tear us apart our love
only grew.

Each day it will become stronger and
we'll fight all the odds. We won't need
any approval not even Gods. But all love
will support all and all will find that
the bond we have created will be so divine.


His smile will warm me, his joy will be felt.
Every time I see his pureness my heart will melt.
I will fight for him and he will be my side.
No matter what comes up time after time.
He will have my whole heart, that will be only his
all the love inside me I will truly give.

Oh please oh please let me find him now!
Let us trust what is sure, let us put this searching down.
I am powerful I know, and now I am clear.
I call forth every being now to support this desire.
To lead the two of us quickly together.


My waiting is done. I will not wait anymore.
All this time I have waited and I call it quits.
Even if I have to cheat, or just use what is mine
I call for time to simply fall in line.
And now the world knows my truest wish.
It is real and I create it now.
And right now let this love be found!